After all of it and last night. “They’re eating dogs!l 🖕
If you are still voting for or are leaning toward the white guy and not the black woman.
I see you. 👀
I know that there is not a thing I can say that is or will change anyone’s mindedness about anything. What do I know, I am a nobody. And I have no illusion or delusions that what I have to say matters at all.
But what I feel and believe, for me matters to and for people I care about a great deal. Some I know well, some I know not so well. Some I don’t know at all, even if they have a public platform that gives them a visibility, reach and frequency that most do not have.
The last few years for me personally have been a challenge. Painful actually. Some days it feels like or I still wonder, what’s next. What will that next shoe have in it?
I work, I think I do, work hard to be fair, kind, decent and do no harm. I don’t in public forum call people names. I’ll say this again, if I have please let me know where it is and I will delete and apologize.
This is what I don’t understand. Hate. I don’t understand the hate and disparagement of others. I don’t or can’t comprehend that we have allowed one individual to give us license to point a finger, pass judgment and give no consideration to the impact of our words. To speak in hateful terms hanging on lies and fabrications. The consequences of those words or our actions will not be gentle.
That we believe one person more than anyone else in the world. More than highly educated scientists. Highly experience career professionals of 20 and 30 years. By one person who by all appearances and his story has everything, yet his actions have potential adverse results to some of the most vulnerable living today. And for what? None of us have any value to him. He lacks value of life and liberty. On his watch, the hate filled and those who fear what is not to be feared will create more chaos, more division of which the consequences will be a surprise to even you. No one is safe. Your vote for him is not cover, a free pass or any level of protection.
I listen a lot. I read a lot, yet I know nothing. Nothing except that my heart is heavy daily because of how we don’t care for each other. How we discount people because of their station, their economy, the color of their skin, the street they live on. The state of their mental well-being or lack there of. That part of us hear hate and the other part hear what I can only understand is fear of losing something that truly has no consequences, is not a reality and will be lost by the very person they think is here to save them.
Vengeance and retribution are not the answer. Do you not hear that? Thought, empathy and compassion on a global scale across all lines, all countries, all races is how we move forward together in harmony and community.
Division has no strategy other than destruction. Division rips at any fabric of community that we ever thought we might have.
When we don’t consider the equity of others, I believe that only two things can happen. One, my laws become your laws. Or two, your laws become my laws. Obviously, neither of us wants to be in the other’s world. Neither of these are sustainable and both potentially create an inequality that I don’t want and you don’t want. We can’t be so far in one direction that half of the country suffers.
I see nothing wrong with the middle. Fair and equal throughout and at all levels. Revenge is not profitable or productive.
I see you. Some days more clearly than ever. Some days frighteningly so. I believe we have two choices.
One. A rich white guy with bankruptcies, fraud, assault conviction and several felony convictions. Who in my opinion only complains about not getting his way. Is a racist and see’s everyone as beneath him. He buddies up to dictators and whose fear is actually greater than yours will ever be.
Or.
Two. A middle class Black woman with a law degree, experience as Attorney General, US Senator, US Vice President. Who in my opinion complains about what needs to be fixed or saved for you and me, freedom and democracy. Who if you read her record, has fought for the people, not herself or the rich.
Nothing has become more clear to me in the last few months than the level of acceptance we have settled into white male mediocre leadership in some of the most consequential positions in the country. Scared, angry white men who don’t want to share the control, don’t want to acknowledge the diverse world we live in and embrace the brilliance that is in that diversity. Angry white men, so rooted in their fear that they are ineffective and have no accomplishments to speak of. Concepts. False, unfounded accusations. Vindictive projection, the ultimate deflection to cover up their fears and insecurities.
How many of you think of those two things at the same time? Do you think about either with an level or serious contemplation? The state of not lasting forever or not lasting for a long time and the state or quality of lasting or remaining unchanged indefinitely.
Indefinitely. Unlimited or unspecified.
What is unlimited in your life, or limited?
A friend asked me a question this week, “What happened to the notion of not calling people names and being nice to one another?” I’ll be honest and say here, that they have been one who supports the worst offender of this that I’ve known in my life. In my opinion. He even said in a recent rally, “if you don’t mind I’m not gonna be nice, is that okay?” Followed by loud cheers from the crowd.
So I don’t know, what did happened to nice?
We all are guilty of it to a certain degree. We also all do have our boundaries and limits. Mine are with the constant barrage of everyone in his view being a target of his retribution because he lost.
Is that because that’s all the media shows us of him? Maybe. Does he say nice things about anyone, ever? I don’t know. And those who say derogatory things about him, have they been pushed to the limit of their boundaries and want to ask the same question, what happened to being nice but don’t know how to ask?
I fully admit that I limit my news intake, I read but in the last couple of months have watched very little. But it just feels to me that what is said about him is in response to his lack of respect for anyone who is different or in his way. Who is not going to defend themselves? And honestly, other than legal charges, what does he need to defend?
So, I don’ t know, what did happened to decency?
I am not perfect, but I have tried and try every day to be descent. To express my disfavor as respectfully as possible. To not be one who shares, or speaks of another in a derogatory manner. It just wasn’t how I was raised. But I too have my limits and boundaries. That usually comes when I feel or see anyone I care about being a target of potential adversity in his path.
Yes, campaigns are ugly and both sides have skin in the game. But come on, who is the worst offender, really? Do we really need to make a check list?
I’ll leave for now with this: How do we enhance each other rather than diminish each other?
I have been a recruiter in one form or another since 1991, 33 years. I started in 1991 as an Admissions Counselor at Kansas City Art Institute about a month or so after I graduated. So that 33 years is new.
So until about 1998 or 1999 I traveled the US talking to high school students, looking at their portfolios and talked to them about a fine art education. Then I decided, or had this idea that if I can talk to kids and parents about going to a private liberal arts college, I should be able to talk to managers and people about jobs. So I branched out.
Started in the right place. A creative staffing agency placing designers in companies and agencies all over Portland. Made some life long friends(family) there. Then a small advertising agency, a footwear company, education & training, staffing again, finance, Animation, a shipyard, healthcare and now technology.
This isn’t something I sought out. I fell into it. Not the career I ever thought I’d have. I have been reading and looking at resumes for 25 years, give or take. It’s been encouraging, enlightening, discouraging, boring, sad, hilarious and absolutely completely exhausting.
I’ve been reading resumes and talking to people to determine qualifications 5 days a week for 25 years. I started a very long time ago, going straight to the content I don’t look at or I move quickly past the name. That means nothing. What I am looking for is, have they done what I am looking for or something close to it. Is it the same industry. I look at education later. Then I talk to them. How do they talk about what they have done. Can they talk about what they’ve done?
Most of the companies that I have worked for have goals for diversity, equity and inclusion goals. Why? Because they realize what they have been missing. And remarkably, if they didn’t do that, it wouldn’t be done to the degree it is or should. We have been hiring skill, quality and experience by the person who looks like us. And for the most part, that’s a white guy. Sorry white guy, not sorry. Also a white woman.
So, if I see someone say this person or that person being a “DEI Hire” and I see it I will have to comment. And if I don’t see it, I’ll say it here, you are being racist and taking the easy road by not just using the n-word. So just say it. Or maybe dig a little deeper before you do say it.
I heard the other day from a black woman who teaches and speaks about anti-racism who asked, have you ever called a white person a white supremacy hire? Or a white privilege hire? Do you refer to disabled people, disability hires? Can you tell me about the extensive research you did into their professional and education background that allows you to use a racist dog whistle to challenge their qualifications? –Ashani Mfuko
I’ve said this before. It’s not always understood for some reason. But. I have scrutinized and drilled into the skills, experience and qualification of a footwear designer far more than some of you have considered in your choice for President of the United States. What am I saying? There are more requirements to make your shoes than to run your country.
What if the qualifications for President were:
X number of years in the house or Senate
X number of years in pubic service, government, city or state
X number of years managing multiple agencies or divisions
X number of years managing budget, finance, P&L
X number of years of foreign and domestic experience (OF ANY KIND)
Degree in Political Science, Finance, Foreign Policy, (something like this) plus ten (10) years of professional experience. Advanced degree preferred.
Then like most hires who will work for many companies a background and credit check. How about a drug screen?
And imagine if you knew who you were in competition with for the job you were interviewing for and you had to speak about them in public as part of the interview process and they got to speak about you. Fun, right? Both parties do this and it is pointless, useless and offers nothing except perpetuate the ridiculous nonsense it is giving lies weight and value.
10am: There are and will be lots of story’s whirling around for several days or weeks now. Not sure about you, but while I am somewhat used to it, I am not comfortable with the extremes of those stories. The reach in either direction of dissection that is delivered to us on a daily basis. Right. left, middle center, orbit….
But there is this thing about me that I don’t talk about much in wide broadcast. Some of you have it too and what you do with it is your business, your journey. Mine, I’m not sure if I keep it too quiet or express it too much.
I was raised to not pass judgment on others. I was raised to be fair, respect others and do no harm. Harm comes in many forms, verbal and physical. Both have and can have lasting impact on a humans existence. I also, as someone said to me, the good news is, you have the ability to know what people are thinking and feeling. The bad news, you know what people are thinking and feeling. Mostly, I do.
I heard someone say earlier today that the individual that who shot at the former president, was bullied mercilessly in high school. “He was bullied almost every day.” As I listened to this young man speak to this bullying, I felt and saw his pain. Was the pain his or his ability to feel the pain of one bullied and maybe some regret for not stepping up and in to stop it.
But that’s not what I’m talking about. Any person who even has an ounce of feeling or compassion left in them, I would hope could see and feel what I saw and felt when that young man spoke.
Did the bullied direct his hurt and abuse onto the actual or perceived ultimate bully?
What I’m feeling is in regard to the shooter and his actions yesterday, actually honestly, I don’t think it should take any special, extra perception, but anyway. If this individual was bullied as stated, how, why or did that manifest into what happened? Why was his revenge, his retribution for years of bullying this? What did he perceive in or of his target? What did it represent for him? An extreme? The cumulative collection of his abuse? Did his daily intake of information overwhelm his reality of humanity and did he see this as a person as the one to end all that had been said and done to him?
Of course, not everyone who was or has been bullied, got a gun, climbed onto a roof top and shot at the former president yesterday. But this one did.
I have worked very hard to not speak ill of others, to not share dehumanizing, disparaging words or ‘memes’ about others. But I see it so much from others. And I can’t help but think a couple of things. One, who has hurt you so that this is how you approach a solution? Two, you must not have had in your life anyone that you cared about who has either had diminished capacity in dementia or Alzheimer’s. Challenges with mental health or incarceration. Otherwise, my heart has to ask, how do you share or say these things?
What holds your anger at bay just at childish and juvenile meme’s shared on social media about someone’s health or speech or misfortune? What stops you at the ‘share’ and doesn’t take you to the roof with a long gun?
Is this our solution? Is this our way forward to a kinder, gentler existence together in a world that will change no matter how hard we try to keep it from changing?
What are we going to do to live together, to be productive and prosperous? It’s not charging a venue with guns and vitriol. It’s not fire arms taking out those of our differences, or promising arrest and prosecution for those who think differently than you do. Yet here we are.
Do we have to go so far back in time and so deep to come to the surface again and live or attempt to live in a world together where we all are accountable for our actions. Taking responsibility for our contribution to the emotional wake? We have laws and rules that apply to everyone not just a few. And what is broken, can’t we truly and honestly try to fix it without killing, demeaning or disparaging another human.
Step up friends. This is your world. This is your place to create what I honestly think is what we all want, peace, contentment, safety, trust, accountability and harmony.
“May you be safe. May you be happy. May you be healthy. May you live with ease”.
Went to Google for this, like I always do. For those of you who don’t have access to the Google. Often reading comments and questions online it seems Google isn’t available. I’ll add some detail.
And for those of you who think differently than I do, so as to not impose my opinion or interpretation of, moral compass, morals or morality. Went straight down the list of the search. Didn’t skip. Including something from Texas! I am of the opinion currently that Texas is running low, so wanted an opposing opinion. Well, Texas and others.
So here we go.
What is a moral compass? And since a compass is kind of like a clock, how many points should there be? This one has eight. How about four?
Good, bad, right, wrong. Do we need all the stuff in-between? Can there be too many choices?
Difference: (n) a point or way in which people or things are not the same. So much is not the same. Yet, it is.
I don’t feel that I am really any different than many. I’m not special. Don’t have any special skills or talent or insights. I try to be kind, descent, fair and not cause harm. Listen or try to listen to understand and consider the alternative. Check my bias at every level.
What’s a challenge right now for me is the extraordinarily enormous gap in the way some things are different. Things that seem or feel wouldn’t normally necessarily be different. Yet they are.
moral Adjective a: of or relating to principles of right and wrong in behavior b: expressing or teaching a conception of right behavior c: confirming to a standard of right behavior d: sectioned by or operative of one’s conscience or ethical judgment e: capable of right and wrong action
moral Adjective relating to the standards of good or bad behavior, fairness, honesty, etc. that each person believes in, rather than to laws:
-It’s her moral obligation to tell the police what she knows. -It is not part of a novelist’s job to make a moral judgment. -She was the only politician to condemn the proposed law on moral grounds (= for moral reasons). -The Democrats are attempting to capture the moral high ground (= are trying to appear more honest and good than the other political parties).
The moral of a story is the lesson that story teaches about how to behave in the world.
Moral comes from the Latin word mores, for habits. The moral of a story is supposed to teach you how to be a better person. If moral is used as an adjective, it means good, or ethical. If you have a strong moral character, you are a good member of society. If someone is a cheat and a liar, you might say, “She is not a moral person.”
descriptively to refer to certain codes of conduct put forward by a society or a group (such as a religion), or accepted by an individual for her own behavior, or
normatively to refer to a code of conduct that, given specified conditions, would be put forward by all rational people.
Any of you out there still working and yearly are required to take online or in person training that are about ethical behavior, code of conduct, harassment, etc. I have for years. For the last few years as I take them I think about our government.
Growing up I knew what this meant. Growing up I also didn’t have to think about it. I knew what it meant to me and those around me. It was pretty clear what was right and what was wrong. Now…if feels like wrong is right, right is wrong. At least in my definition of morals. What I see happening in the world right now, is diametrically apposed to my moral compass. The glass is cracked and possibly cracked beyond repair.
Right: Ethical. Be fair. Be honest. Obey the law. Be respectful. Be kind.
Wrong: Lying. Disrespect. Racism. Dehumanizing another human being. Name calling. Mocking. Self-righteous indignation. Unprincipled. Corrupt.
Our gap between right and wrong is immeasurable.
How did we get here?
It’s important to note that these points are generalized observations, and individual experiences and moral beliefs can vary widely. Additionally, societal changes are complex and multifaceted, influenced by a multitude of factors. To gain a more precise understanding, one would need to consider specific regions, cultures, and demographics. -ChatGPT
My truth will offend some. Or some of you are already left.
I refrained for four years, and then some. Now I worry my silence was to some, showing respect or acceptance of the behavior or actions of some.
Wrong. I respect the office, but I did not in any form respect the man. On my moral compass he is completely bankrupt, deficient, amoral, nonmoral, unmoral, what ever else you can call it. Destructive and dangerous. I search for something, anything redeeming. I can’t.
He fully unlocked and gave license to racism, white supremacy and misogyny discrimination, injustice, bias as the norm. Cheating, lying and disregard for the law. Fears are being fed, with deep untruths about the world, its history, its people and a path to move forward together in peace and harmony.
Sherilyn Ifill said, “the thing that Trump realized was that there were all of these white people who wanted to be “free of the requirements of decency.”
Seriously. Who really thinks that the average person, you or me, today would get away with what he has done? Mostly he has. Now, slowly a few juries are attempting to right the wrong. The average person is NOT getting away with even less.
That aside, I’ll be the first to say that our justice system is beyond broken. Justice is not blind. Justice sees color and is greedy.
Let me just put this out there, take everything he has said. Everything he has done and replace his name with, Obama said, or Obama did. Right. He would be in prison, period. You know it. You’ve probably said it. And why? Hypocrisy and the double standard doesn’t align my compass.
Some are and have essentially replaced Biden’s name for what the other has done. And the former is a champion of that. Much of what he says is projection of his own lies and miss deeds.
If only it were pre-internet, and three networks. How many times have I heard the former president accuse the current of something he actually did. Everyday. You aren’t listening. That has to be it. Why? I’m not that biased or niave.
I am no scholar. I am not book smart. For those of you that I believe are academically superior to me, you surprise me and cause me great pause. I chose to keep what ever intelligence I was gifted with, emotional, heart, what ever you want to call it. I will continue to embrace mine and wish you well.
What also causes me pause in the anger and ease with which some project onto others. And almost always, someone that they can’t know or know their story. What happened? Who abused you? Who disenfranchised you that it has left you this bitter? Who took your freedom? Who took your house, your land, your family wealth, your history? Or is that guilt driving you to cover insecurity.
relating to the standards of good or bad behavior, fairness, honesty
This is my foundation. This was how I was raised. And as I began my Buddhist studies, I was met with basic goodness. ‘Our essential nature is good, workable, and worthwhile. This is sometimes contrasted with the idea of original sin, although it is arguable that both notions include the concept of a primordial purity that is stained or covered over. The experience of reality and also basic human Nature.‘ Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche
Do no harm. If you can’t say something nice… Be a decent human being, honest and in a way that most approve. Yet, here we are. In my view approving of or just accepting this reprehensible behavior is destroying us. No matter how it is explained, I will not understand. Actually, I don’t want to because the trail of tears and destruction is overwhelming and needs to be cleared and healed.
I think I’ve been pretty quiet about this. Or maybe things snuck out when the level of insanity got to a breaking point…every day. I’ve tried to not add to it, I don’t post disrespectful things. I’ve tried to remain respectful. I’ve tried not to call people names, and I don’t mock others. If I have and it’s out there, I apologies.
Then I thought about something I posted a while back, they say silence is golden, it also speaks volumes. Silence can be misinterpreted and misleading.
My heart breaks.
Offended or heartbroken? I’ve thought about the difference. Our difference is manufactured. And the architect or the creator of that difference, their agenda is not for the greater good. It is as he has intended and said, for retribution. How will this serve anyone?
If you listen to and hear DJT, really hear him and do not hear the lack of understanding of the human condition, do not hear his disregard or decency and disdain for others, especially women. Just his complete lack of respect for anyone. Including the office he held. His inability to know more or limited interest beyond more than himself, rules, laws, legislation, human decency is obvious. His complete dearth of a moral compass is alarming. What sounds like early or even advanced stages of a cognitive decline, where is his family? If you listen and do not hear this, please check, what is he feeding in you? Where is the anger living in you? If his disregard and disrespect for women isn’t enough, I question self respect.
I also wonder and worry a little about this man, who by his own admission has everything. Yet daily he speaks ill of, well everyone in and outside of his orbit. Mocked the handicap. Calls the men and women who fought for your freedom losers. “I like people who weren’t captured.” Calls humans vermin, poison, rapists. A shit hole country. That doesn’t say something, anything about his character? His intention?
What I ask with all the love, respect and compassion I can gather, what in you finds any of this okay? What will this man do other than destroy us? Break democracy and the rule of law. His path is clear. He’s said it, retribution. Even his steadfast supporter will not be safe or exempt of his intent. He is dismissive of loyal staff, ‘barely knew them’. He’s going to protect you? No. We are nothing to him. And you and I will be long gone before there is even a hint of recovery. Even from just where we are now.
One last thing, not that I believe that there is or will be an anti-christ, but I found this unnervingly interesting.
Consider what you bring to listen more than what is being said. To just listen. What do you believe and what biases have you left to acknowledge in how you hear different or opposing opinions, ideas or even truth.
Can you listen and consider more? Consider like me, I am ill equipped to understand. Is it complex? Does that thought keep me from speaking out? Often yes.
Stop the genocide.
Ceasefire.
Humanity is killing itself.
Acknowledge the rise of antisemitism and white supremacy.
I will fully admit that there are opposing opinions that I have a difficult time listening to and I often don’t get all the way through. Those are messages that are filled with hate and oppression. Words that dehumanize a certain people. Words that disparage for no other reason than to cover up an insecurity.
Here I’ll say it, words from the current front runner of the Republican Party and his followers. Words that for years now have done nothing but escalate and expand the disparagement of humans, of all demographics.
I will say this again and over and over, no one will be safe with this faction of this party. And that includes his supporters. If you get in his way, you will be next. Supporting him is not your security. If you don’t already see that… well, godspeed.
Out loud I have a hard time saying most of this. Even thinking about it sometimes it’s hard to breath. So saying it out loud, having the words leave my body even when I’ve tried with Mel, my throat closes and I stop. I can’t do it.
I know I did what needed to be done. I know it was the right thing to do under the circumstance, but.
It will be a very long time, if ever before I will get past feeling what I felt that day I helped Dad pack a suitcase, drove him to the building for lunch so that after they could take him to his/their new room. That feeling will be with me for a very long time. No matter how often someone says or even I say it to myself, it was the right thing to do, I had to do it. I had to take what at that time he knew as his life, his freedom. Then to explain where the car keys were, then where the car was. More than once.
There is nothing anyone can say or will be able to say ever that will make that right on my heart. I didn’t want to do it, never wanted to have to do it, yet I did. I had to be the one to walk him out of his house with a small suitcase to deliver him to a room with a chair and then a few pictures. As scary or dangerous as it might have been, would he still be here because he had the muscle memory to do his daily routine of see Mom, get lunch, go home and watch sports.
Regardless of others around it was a feeling of complete isolation and what for me, while certainly less than some, my own trauma that turned me upside down and inside out.
That feeling, I’m not sure will ever leave no matter what you or anyone says, period. In fact someone saying you did the right thing, is just irritating.
Mom was different, I think she was more resigned and maybe had enough reality then to know it had to happen. She didn’t fight it or question it. While it does nothing to help me, my hope is that Dad more often didn’t remember rather than remembering.
Then everything that came with that. A new job, full time job and a full time job just trying to do right for them and at every turn someone saying no. Someone questioning every single action or attempt to get for them what was rightfully theirs. Like I was just trying to scam everyone.
Then I had to be happy and on for work 40 hours a week, with that mixed in the middle since all of those agencies for Mom and Dad only have regular hours 9-5 Mon – Friday, eastern time. Like everyone lives in the time zone and has ALL the time in the world to sit on hold then answer all the security questions like you are new every time. Even when they called me on my number that I GAVE them…please verify and confirm who you are. FU was what I wanted to say.
Yes, I am mad. Mad that I had to do it all with no help. Moral support fails and through this, was no help. Words to rally on fueled the anger. More emotions I had to bury, keep to myself. Why should anyone else have to feel what I was feeling?
Then work, a phone call with a candidate. Smile on my face, be nice and act like I actually give a fuck that they might be the perfect person for the job we are talking about. A call with Long Term Care robots asking the same damn questions they did the week before, questioning every dime. Then a phone call with a candidate, always on video, so smile on my face….I am exhausted.
It seemed that it all then trickled into me just trying to do simple things. Nothing could just be done, it had to have some level of complication, question or just plain, no you can’t do it that way. No straight line from A to B, it was all over the alphabet. A few times I even bucked up and went into a call saying as the phone rang, this will go well, this will be easy, this will work in my favor. And no. There was no escape of the can’t (sorry Grandma) and the ridiculous.
I think sometimes that people don’t understand fear. Maybe they think of fear as something physical, physical harm. Fear of falling a great distance, a head on collision, being shot or beaten, attacked by another. Yes, I guess those are certainly something to fear, a physical harm that hurts or takes you life.
Fear of a mental nature based on an unknown feels more difficult to consider or describe.
There are a lot of people out there who have the fear and fear of some people. They are carefully crafting scenarios that either have no merit or aren’t reality.
They are psychologically feeding your fears. I would argue or question maybe that you don’t even see it or it doesn’t register with you as a fear. It’s an imposition or an infringement on you. What you believe or deem right. But calling it a fear allows you to take your stand.
The thing is, everyone is probably offended by something someone does. But is it physically harming you or infringing on your beliefs and rights? Is your disagreement of a certain community doing the very thing you hold dear for yourself? Life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness.
How does a drag queen harm you?
How does a trans person harm you?
How does a gay person harm you?
How does a person who looks different that you do, harm you?
Color, size, nationality, sex, fashion, the car you drive or the street you live on.
Truly, if you stopped, listened to understand and heard the other, guess what. They want the same thing.
To be safe, happy, healthy and live with ease.
They don’t want more than you have, just the same. And those who want or expect more, or you think they expect more, they really don’t. But believing that some expect more gives you license to divide, accuse and believe that you are the one who is disenfranchised.
Honestly we should all be fighting against the rich who get richer by those who give them tax breaks leaving you and me to pay the bill.
I hear and read things that fit no where in my brain.
No reason or logic.
I’m not here to understand.
I am here to not question others who believe that they have or no the best path for them.
Yet I will question their need for their beliefs to be the only acceptable belief for others.
I have a lot of questions about humanity these days. I know I’m not alone, but what is most confusing are those who seem to have a diametric opposition to how I see or feel about redeemable actions of others.
I believe we should do what we can to take care of others regardless of their place. That we are the richest (or so they say) country in the world so why does anyone suffer lack or disenfranchisement?
I believe that love is love. So why who another loves has any harmful affect on me or anyone else is beyond me.
We don’t actually have, life liberty or the pursuit of happiness.
Justice is not balanced, equal or fair.
Fear is our M.O., how else do we navigate the day to survive?
Government has their hands in the wrong issues and seem to disregard the will or bit of the people for their own interests. Maybe everything should go to vote and all elected officials do is read their “opinions” for the citizens to vote on and that vote passes all and any new legislation. (Yes I know there’s a lot bad that could happen there considering what some have done recently to suppress votes.
Drag Queens, gays, LGBTQ+, pronouns is not the problem. Treatment of them is.
Average, normal every day citizens don’t need automatic fire arms that can shoot hundreds of rounds. That should be only given to and used by military. And not local police. When in confrontation, why do they shoot someone 20, 30, 40, 60, 70 times? Maybe they should all have 6 shooters? And if they are that fearful, maybe they are in the wrong job?
We should do what we can to help the houseless. I know complicated, very complex issue. So we should analyze it that way and stop with the band-aids, making them move and boulder gardens. Millions spent to put sharp boulders here and there, what else could that money do.
For some reason I have a very low threshold for ethics and morality. There should be a way to measure that and it be what disqualifies someone for running for an office that has the responsibility to take care of other humans. Yes, I’ll say it Trump, DeSantis, Cruz, MTG, Jordan, Boebert … just to name a few.
From time to time I catch myself saying, these people aren’t conservative, I’m conservative. I’m no prude, but seriously? Who reset what I thought were morals, ethics, fairness, justice and just plain old human decency? Judgment and hatred have moved in.
Maybe there should actually be a job description for the President of the Unites States (all political seats) with required qualifications and accountable responsibilities. This would include the requirement of submittal of tax returns. Which had been done for years before Trump.
How many companies have you worked for that have a code of ethics or standards or even conduct that are part of the culture? That you even had to yearly do an on demand training about that ethical or moral behavior? Me…many. Why are these jobs and the people in them allowed to run amuck and impose their concocted new brand of morality and ethical behavior? For me, nothing is further form the truth most of them. I mean, really? Come on!
Love is love is love is love and MUST win! Why would anyone want anything else?
This is a follow up to my post I am a Racist on August 15, 2020.
Being or becoming anti-racist takes work, attention, listening, acknowledgment, a few stumbles and embracing the uncomfortable.
I’m reading a new book, “Everything You Already Know About Your Own Racism and How To Do Better White Women” by Regina Jackson and Saira Rao.
Yes I recommend it!
On 12.6 I was able to see part of a book launch on LinkedIn for the book by Elizabeth Leiba, “I’m Not Yelling”. I didn’t get to watch the entire event and I haven’t ordered the book yet, but let me say this.
Black, women of color are not yelling. My hot take, you are hearing what you know deep down is wrong and your defenses are up. Guilt or shame? Let’s say it’s both.
Shame – I am flawed and unworthy – I’ve failed to make myself worthy and help to shine the light on women of color
Guilt – what I’ve done or failed to do that doesn’t match my values to shine light on women or just people of color.
(Brene Brown)
Me – I am ashamed because I don’t do enough to support and promote the voice of women of color. I have guilt because my in action (or not doing enough) to be an ally, an anti-racist does not match my values.
Hearing yelling is a defense and a projection that as a white person, you know they are right but you refuse to own your racism and push it back to them so you can absolve yourself.
White Women pg 58: “at this point, a woman from the Arizona table turned and barked, “Not everything is about race.”
White women, I’m here to say, yes it is.
A room full of just white women cannot advance the message of women if that room does not represent women. ALL WOMEN, period.
If we are not willing to listen, engage and include “women” in our total fight for equality, if we are not willing to listen regardless of if we think one is “yelling”, we are letting our racism win.
We need to dig deep to understand why as white women we continue to give other white women the advantage and not women of color. More importantly we need to dig deep within ourselves our own DNA and ask, why do I feel or think that women of color are yelling? I’ve found that the more I listen, the more I understand myself, the less yelling I hear.
I will fully admit that when I started my journey to listen, read and explore my racism, I often felt uncomfortable when listening to women of color speak to what was happening. At the time my thought was, this is why no one (whites) will listen and it’s their out to not listen, so angry, so mad. Well yeah! You never yell or are mad about what’s happening?
I see a few white “friends” on Facebook plenty angry and if I actually heard them say what they posted, they’d be yelling! But then they are white, so they get to without retribution. WRONG!
If you listen with a lens to understand what is inside you, what is deep or at the surface of you, I think you would hear something different. When you’ve had it up to your eyeballs with being dismissed, disenfranchised or cast aside, you don’t get a little testy? Oh yeah, right…
They are speaking their ground truth and are speaking for millions, you aren’t hearing mad or divisive, you are hearing an exhausted journey being fought for others to be accountable, to be in the room and to have the exact say and opportunity that I and you as a white woman have had just because we are white.
If you don’t already know this, we(white) can no longer say, I’m not a racist. Or I don’t have a racist bone in my body. Bullshit! We do! I do and you do and we have to own it!
I had this idea the other day about a different kind of post on Facebook. I find recently that in my world, the level of ridiculousness has exponentially topped out and is overflowing. In the world and my little world. I wanted or was curious who or if anyone would respond to this;
My first thought, this is Facebook, it will sit there with no interaction. No comments, no questions, no likes, no emoji, no WTAF? Who would dare, right? My experience so far is no one really wants to have a real and true conversation to talk about real issues and potentially real solutions. They just want to yell about the problem, and tell everyone the way they think it should be for everyone while saying don’t tread on me. Privilege.
My hope at the no comments lies in my hope that, one – most will know better I’m testing it and two that no one believes either of those statements. That said, there is a part of me that thinks there may be a few out there who are leaning into that and are out there yelling all the time. Hey you don’t own the rights to “yelling”, especially if you are white. You just don’t.
Here is short reading or listening list; (but there are SO many more)
If you read just the last two books and still think you don’t have racist tendencies or not a racist? Well, I have some bad news for you…
We, white people have to lean into the uncomfortable the discomfort to work our way to the other side. We have to learn to listen to the message as it is delivered and learn to understand our reaction or response to it. I still get uncomfortable, or stop reading or listening, but not as often as I did. Now often my uncomfortable is a reality that this is who we are, a racist, white supremacist country who’s idea of what makes America great is only allowing certain voices to be heard, certain voices to be part of who we are and where we go.
